Yeah but what you think is right, is actually good. There's a lot of people that have convinced themselves that what they think is the only way. You can convince yourself of just about anything - and if you believe it's right - you can commit atrocities without remorse.
But you're actually doing good. And that's pretty rare.
Ah, but prestige gets you respect. And it makes people fear what might happen if they cross you. And mother uses every bit of power she can gets her hands on.
I sorta became a cop for the same thing. I wanted the respect, and people deferring to me. Kind of a power trip you know? But I didn't really .. do much with it. Not anything that matters.
[He maybe showed up to bars in his uniform because it would get him laid, but not much else.]
I could have helped more people. Been active in the community other than just enforcing laws. I dunno. There's a lot - but I didn't realize it at the time.
That's the problem with hindsight. Once something has passed, what should have been done instead is perfectly clear. But there's nothing we can do about it.
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Caedra is a special case of terrible.
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She is. She kills and torments people for fun.
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[Or demons in her case.]
The strong take what they want from the weak, and enjoy the torment they cause. I don't think there's anything that will change it.
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You're braver than most everyone I've met. Even in this place where half the residents have crazy powers.
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...really? You think so?
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Why? You don't think so?
Do I get to be your cheerleader for once?
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[she blushes] ...maybe?
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Yeah but what you think is right, is actually good. There's a lot of people that have convinced themselves that what they think is the only way. You can convince yourself of just about anything - and if you believe it's right - you can commit atrocities without remorse.
But you're actually doing good. And that's pretty rare.
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Mother would be horrified. She was all about gaining power and prestige by any means necessary.
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I sorta became a cop for the same thing. I wanted the respect, and people deferring to me. Kind of a power trip you know? But I didn't really .. do much with it. Not anything that matters.
[He maybe showed up to bars in his uniform because it would get him laid, but not much else.]
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What do you think would have mattered?
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Thank you. I'm trying. I think. I feel like I'm trying.
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You are. You're trying really hard. And I know that it can't be easy.
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