You said you sort of knew you were going to die when you did right? So if you get that feeling again, we can be prepared in advance and.. I dunno.. do.. something. Someone probably has an idea of how to .. contain.. that.
I suppose that is something else I should seek out soon. Hopefully, there are individuals here incapable of being controlled, ones who can... handle me, should the need arises. I would do it myself were I not uncertain of what would happen to my corpse.
[He glances toward Pratt, realizing that saying expression such morbid sentiments in front of a friend, even one he does not remember, is not likely to do either of them any favors.]
There's gotta be. There's like... robots and aliens and people from space. Folks with super powers too.
Makes me feel pretty boring.
[He takes it in stride. He's wondered sometimes if killing himself wouldn't be a better option. But in the end he's too much of a coward to go through with it. But that doesn't mean he won't put himself in dangerous situations for the sake of others and secretly hope he gets killed.]
Yeah, stay with the positives. It's gonna be better here.
[Carlisle had once wanted to be extraordinary, desperately wanting to be able to make his lineage proud; now knowing what he would eventually become, he wonders if he should have wished instead to be perfectly average.]
I can only hope, Deputy. But please, do not doubt your importance to this place and the people in in because you feel 'boring' by comparison. To have such 'gifts' is not as wonderful as it may seem... and more notably, you have already had an influence on at least one of us. That matters.
A little is more than nothing, which is more than some have now.
[Like himself. He has nothing left back home, and so little hope for the future, but... what little he has, he will try to foster. And if nothing else, he has someone who may be able to help him in Pratt.
He picks himself off the ground, dusting off his coat.]
I suppose I should get started with this new life, shouldn't I?
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[That could be.. problematic to say the least.]
You said you sort of knew you were going to die when you did right? So if you get that feeling again, we can be prepared in advance and.. I dunno.. do.. something. Someone probably has an idea of how to .. contain.. that.
[Not Pratt but.. someone.]
cw: suicidal ideation
I suppose that is something else I should seek out soon. Hopefully, there are individuals here incapable of being controlled, ones who can... handle me, should the need arises. I would do it myself were I not uncertain of what would happen to my corpse.
[He glances toward Pratt, realizing that saying expression such morbid sentiments in front of a friend, even one he does not remember, is not likely to do either of them any favors.]
That, and I cannot do better if I cease to exist.
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Makes me feel pretty boring.
[He takes it in stride. He's wondered sometimes if killing himself wouldn't be a better option. But in the end he's too much of a coward to go through with it. But that doesn't mean he won't put himself in dangerous situations for the sake of others and secretly hope he gets killed.]
Yeah, stay with the positives. It's gonna be better here.
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I can only hope, Deputy. But please, do not doubt your importance to this place and the people in in because you feel 'boring' by comparison. To have such 'gifts' is not as wonderful as it may seem... and more notably, you have already had an influence on at least one of us. That matters.
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Thank you. That means a lot.
I'm trying to get better. More positive. Glad it's working a little.
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[Like himself. He has nothing left back home, and so little hope for the future, but... what little he has, he will try to foster. And if nothing else, he has someone who may be able to help him in Pratt.
He picks himself off the ground, dusting off his coat.]
I suppose I should get started with this new life, shouldn't I?