[she waits for him to determine what he wants to talk about, if anything.
but she worries about him. given what she saw in his memories, she knows that he's witnessed a lot of awful stuff, even participated in some of it.
but then it comes down to what he was and was not culpable for doing and what was the product of fear and brainwashing.
she honestly can't say. and she doesn't feel comfortable judging his actions in those memories because she doesn't know how much was the brainwashing.
but she assumes that a lot of it was. the man he's spoken of being before the cult, he doesn't seem like the kind of guy who'd willingly let people be attacked and killed by apparently sentient wolves. he just doesn't.
but if she knew he was worried about snapping and killing people, she'd have to respond as a part of the Guard.
however, her response would likely not be Guard-approved. she'd tell him flat-out that if he wanted to kill anybody, he should kill her. she wouldn't phase, wouldn't try to fight back. she'd stand there and let him do it. or not. whichever way it went, she'd accept the consequences]
I know you will be.
[she has the latter in spades and it doesn't seem like she's going anywhere]
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but she worries about him. given what she saw in his memories, she knows that he's witnessed a lot of awful stuff, even participated in some of it.
but then it comes down to what he was and was not culpable for doing and what was the product of fear and brainwashing.
she honestly can't say. and she doesn't feel comfortable judging his actions in those memories because she doesn't know how much was the brainwashing.
but she assumes that a lot of it was. the man he's spoken of being before the cult, he doesn't seem like the kind of guy who'd willingly let people be attacked and killed by apparently sentient wolves. he just doesn't.
but if she knew he was worried about snapping and killing people, she'd have to respond as a part of the Guard.
however, her response would likely not be Guard-approved. she'd tell him flat-out that if he wanted to kill anybody, he should kill her. she wouldn't phase, wouldn't try to fight back. she'd stand there and let him do it. or not. whichever way it went, she'd accept the consequences]
I know you will be.
[she has the latter in spades and it doesn't seem like she's going anywhere]