[Nate still doesn't know where the Hell they got the canvas in the first place.]
we'll use them to cover the sledges and then set up temporary tents along the way. once we make it to a bunker we'll set up a more formal base camp. bring your blankets - the fire wizards are going to make sure we don't freeze to death at night
[Nate kind of assumes all wizards are fire wizards, to some extent, based on his limited experience watching them lob fireballs at mutant sharks in the lake, but oh, God. This is...something.]
Can't wait to see what I look like with a receding hairline and two bad knees.
I don't think I'll make it that long.
[Not only is he a mess internally from all the starvation, he's subsisted on a diet of frozen fish sticks, candy, mountain dew, and pizza. So his lifespan is already in shambles.]
[He looks away. There's a big difference between knowing he has issues and actually dealing with them. And while Pratt has been doing an admirable job holding it together and coming across as mostly sane - it won't last. He knows it won't.
He just doesn't have the mental fortitude to be on top of it 24/7 and clinging to sanity constantly. At some point it'll slip. It has with Kettara. And with Charles. Someone will realize that he's not what he seems and preemptively strike.
[she'd never strike preemptively. and anything he'd try to do to her, she'd just phase and try to reason with him. emphasis being on try. but she cares about him a lot and she won't give up on him]
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